The pain of not having an aim,
The pain of watching dreams Slain
By the aim of making gain,
Is a game hard to tame.
Time, they say, erases pain!
But pain stretches time forever,
Never welcoming peace again -
And so pain remains,
Overseeing the remains of dreams
Drowning in the depths of life's streams,
Whose death echo chimes of sorrow
For nothing awaits tomorrow.
Now my heart has a stain
That always will stay;
Fraying the purity of my soul,
Slowly,surely killing the spirit;
Extinguishing the light within;
Enthroning darkness evermore,
And so my life means no more.
I wrote this poem one morning when nothing seemed to make sense out of my struggles to be a writer. And for some inexplicable reason, when I started writing I was so happy but when I put the full stop, I suddenly lost grip and collapsed in a wave of racking sobs. Catharsis? Was it that!
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